this is me wondering

wait! hold on! here it comes....

nope, sorry, my head did not explode
though i feel like i will implode
with all the thoughts frying in my head
cause you said
that we were still cool?

don't take this as sarcasitc
i know i am spaztic
and my father will now tell me to get off
cause this isn't homework
so apparently it isn't relevent to the rest of my life.

so apparently my mental health is an afterthought...

push the lever, pull the button
do your job, don't ask questions
is it wrong to want something more?
is it wrong to want someone more
than just friends who occasionally share soggy fries?

wait! hold on! here it comes...

WFOOF ... *white noise* ... there goes my head.

*beep* hi, rebecca has gone to find herself. if she gets back before she returns please keep her here. *beep*


**disclaimer**
i've been trying out a new feel of poetry. this is not what i usually write. i don't know if i like this or not, please comment.